if only i knew what should i call it

the air feels colder than the usual.. the warmth i thought , would thaw this frozen lump but guess this year the winds dont favour the driftin corpse.. the bird keeps singin all over and the sun does his bit of serious hardwork but the leaves have decided not to move. the still in the surrounding is uncomforting . walkin down my campus , i felt i was the only one crawling while everything else lay calm like stoned for days ..the leaves gave me static stares ..they al stopped for me to start the rambling ..even nature can trip on u to soothe its own fancies , cryptically though ..u gotta follow the signs to figure out what it means ..the monkeys keep jumpin, slight music in the backdrop,the curled up grasses ,the cracking earth they all sign and hint but guess noone can empathise to their levels...so we prefer to call it fate ..i call it ignorance ,,look back at those still snapshots they all wanted to tell u something...