waiting for the spring!!!!!!!!!!!

a brief moment..i m walkin, paddling through but no ground seems to be there beneath..i fly high to kiss the sky ..but is there a sky above or i am chasing jovan musk i am wearing tonight..time and space both have lost their dimension and so..well so have I........................the dead and living are diffusing and i can see none..sublimated boundaries,i have been swimming in the mist for so many days ,ironically once upon a time i hated to swim cause i thought i had no lifeguards to save me ..climbing on my angel's back the world was like heaven to me..that moment of eternity the green sea felt warm, the strokes of the tides were cool caresses..but today the music of the breeze is harsh..a tune i had never dreamt to sing..the gentle touch bruises me..the birds prefer to live in vacuum,,no dreams to fly no hopes to die,,but yeah i guesss i ll live ,not sleep ,i want to survive ,,the winds will turn around and the duststorm i shall enjoy,and laugh and laugh loud..when the autumn shall arrive ,i wil garden the spring flowers,,and the spring shall live ,the orchids ,the fragrance all shall pervade in the duststorm..i shall not die before the spring,i promise.